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Happy birthday, old friends.

2011-03-16T23:30:00.000-07:00

hari ini , 17 maret 2011 , ada seorang teman lama gue yang ultah . tapi, sayangnya, dia udah gaada di sini lagi. setahun yang lalu, ia telah dipanggil Bapa karena penyakitnya. ia menderita leukimia. gue bisa merasakan dia begitu menderita. tapi mungkin dia ga terlalu kenal gue, karena kita emang beda sekolah. tapi, bagaimanapun juga, gue pernah mengenal dia. dan dia adalah sepupu dari temen gue. untuk itu, anggep aja nama dia adalah "a" karena gue bener2 ga bisa sebutin nama dia disini. ini adalah beberapa pesan dan ucapan gue buat dia:

hai , a! apa kabar lu disana? gue yakin lu bahagia banget. lu udah bebas dari penyakit lu, dan gue yakin lu sangat senang. hmmm. hari ini, gue cuman mau ngucapin : HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU. ga kerasa udah setaun. kalo lu lupa sama gue, lu bisa tanya sama temen2 lu yang lain ok. tapi gue masih inget sama lu. jadi gue harus ngucapin. hehehe. gue berharap lu selalu bahagia disana, baik2, dan semoga lu semakin dewasa, karna umur lu skrg ud 16! hehehe. take care :')

i love korea!

2011-03-05T08:42:00.000-08:00

hey! my blog! how are you? i think it has been ages when i wrote something on you . now i just wanna tell you..i really love all about korea .i like some actors, a lot of songs and dramas.
it's too incredible! i can't lie! it's really fun! now, i'll mention it one by one. first! i'll start from actors and actress.

ACTORS :
1. Kim Hyun Joong

He's the greatest actor and singer in Seoul. I really really love him so much. He's too handsome, too smart, tall, kind, funny, and has an incredible voice! He's too perfect for me. He had been got a gold medal for mathematic olympiad , started when he was in the elementary school. He was born on 6th June 1986. He has an elder brother. I'm so damn love Kim Hyun Joong too much. I have a lot of songs who's sung by him. He's really my idol. Saranghae!

2. Kim Soo Hyun

He's charming, good-looking, and very young. He's so funny and really handsome. He always smile and it makes me crazy! I love him. He's very great in Dream High Drama. He has a great voice too. it supposed him to be a great singer while young.

3. Park Jung Min

AH! I really love him so much! He's really kind and funny! i love him! he's perfect!

4. Heo Young Saeng

He has a brilliant voice and very good looking. He's very young, and of course, he has a brilliant talent too.

5. Kim Kyu Jong

Kyu Jong Oppa is very young, smart, and good-looking. His song is very great to me.

6. Kim Hyung Jun

aa! He's the baby of SS501. He's the cutest. I like him <3

ahh. too many actors that i love. so i can't tell it all. 6 is enough :)

ACTRESS

1. Suzy

I like her! she's too young! 16 years old. and she could act in dream high drama to be a very great girl. She's too beautiful and very stylish. She's charming and kind. She has a good voice too. ah!

2. Jung So Min

She acted with Hyun Joong Oppa in korean drama : playful kiss. She's great, beautiful, and charming. She's funny.

BAND & SINGERS

1. SS501
2. 2 p.m.
3. Super Junior.
4. SHINee.
5. Rain.
6. IU.
7. FT.Island.
8. CN. Blue.
9. MBLAQ.
10. Infinite.
11. SECRET.
12. JYJ
13. TVXQ.
14. Girls Generation.
15. Miss A.
16. T-ARA.
17. G.NA.
18. BoA.
19. After School.
20. Lee Seung Gi.

~

2010-12-17T04:00:00.000-08:00

apakah ini hal yang menakutkan?
hal yang paling aku takutkan?

kenapa di saat yang penting, ada kabar seperti ini?
apakah dia merasa sakit?
atau ada sesuatu yang tidak nyaman?
atau...apakah dia tertekan karena melihat hasil pemeriksaan ini?

aku takut.
takut sekali.
takut sekali kehilangan dia.

aku, sungguh sangat mencintai, siapa yang telah menjagaku dari aku bayi.
dari aku bayi, hingga sekarang, aku telah berumur 15 tahun.
15 tahun lamanya, aku di bawah pengawasannya.
15 tahun lamanya, aku berada di sampingnya.
15 tahun lamanya, dia selalu ada untuk aku.

apakah semua ini karena aku?
karena aku?adikku?atau sesuatu yang selalu membuat dia terganggu dan terbebani?
atau karena keturunan?
atau karena masalah di kantornya?

aku sungguh tak tahu.
bahkan, sebagai anak sulung........
aku sungguh tak tahu dan tak mengerti apa-apa.
dan, seperti yang dikatakannya, aku memang tidak bisa apa-apa.
dan aku merasa, aku hanya sebuah batu,
sebuah batu yang membuatnya terbebani.
sebuah batu yang membuatnya terluka dan tersakiti.

aku menyayangi dia.
aku mencintai dia.
aku menghormati dia.
aku menghargai dia.

tapi...
sungguh maaf.
aku benar-benar selalu bersikap dingin.
tidak baik. atau apapun seakan-akan egoku lebih besar daripada keegoisan.

kadang..
aku benci diriku.
kadang.
aku merasa, diriku ini sangat tidak berarti.
sebab, aku takut, kalau aku adalah penyebab dia terluka.
penyebab hasil pemeriksaan itu yang menyakitkan.

sekarang..
apa yang dapat aku lakukan?
aku hanya bisa berdoa.
aku hanya bisa melakukan apa yang aku bisa.
aku punya beberapa talenta.
meskipun tidak hebat,
meskipun tidak banyak,
meskipun tidak bisa apa-apa,
tapi.......
aku sungguh menjanjikan kepadanya
kalau aku boleh memberikan yang terbaik untuk dia.

maaf.
di hari-hari yang terlewati ini..
aku sungguh buruk bukan?
aku sungguh menyusahkan bukan?
aku sungguh membebani dan menyakiti bukan?
aku sungguh egois bukan?
aku sungguh dingin bukan?
aku sungguh payah bukan?
dan aku sungguh bodoh bukan?

harusnya..
harusnyaa..
aku bisa jadi yang terbaik buat dia.
bisa menjadi terang buat dia.
bisa membawa keceriaan yang menyenangkan hatinya.
bisa membantu dia.
bisa mengerti dia.

aku akan mencoba.
mencoba untuk itu semua.
sebab,
aku tak akan menyia-nyiakan waktu ini.
waktu yang semakin lama semakin sempit.
tolong jangan pernah pisahkan aku dari semuanya.
karena aku benci perpisahan.
aku ingin kebahagiaan.
kedamaian.
dan segalanya yang penuh cinta kasih.

walau kadang.
aku ini sungguh bodoh.
aku ini sungguh ego.
tapi.
yang aku bisa,
hanyalah percaya pada diriku.
kalau aku bisa.

tolong jaga kesehatan ya.
aku sangat ingin menjaganya.
tolong lindungi dia.
dari apapun.
dan jangan pernah pisahkan aku darinya.
sebab.
aku sungguh-sungguh sangat mencintainya,
melebihi nyawaku sendiri,
melebihi kehidupanku sendiri.

the 1st chapter of shs is almost done :D

2010-12-05T01:22:00.000-08:00

yeah...
im really waiting for holiday.
im going to Singapore and Malaysia, soon ;)
i know, that will be a very great trip..

umm..
now..
im still having some final test.
they are sociology, indo languange, math, chem, economy, computer, biology, and mandarin..
i've learnt soc and indo..
btw, i wanna tell smthing..
2 days ago.. Friday, 3rd Dec '10..
i was late to go to ipeka school.
uh! it was really2 annoying.
actually, i had been woking up at 5.20 and learnt the religion materials.
but... i went school at 6.15
i dunno, that could be a traffic jam in front of ipeka
it was raining
and floods .
so, i thought, that i couldn't walk to school because of floods.
but....
finally, i walked too -.-
reached the school with the wet shoes, wet hair.
uhhh.
it was so cool.
and after that, i must have done the religion test. T___T
i did it quickly, because i was scared that i just had a less time to do it.

really.
i thought.......
if i go to school earlier, i'll be at school punctual and won't be wet like that.
and..
of course, i will more concentrate than i did it when i was wet .
so..
it was a damn day.
i hate it.
but..
God helped me.
He....
he has a plan that i'll be done punctual.
so i was so proud of Him
really thanked
many thanks.

shs:(

2010-11-19T04:08:00.000-08:00

hello..new school, everyone..
i think this is so bad..
i actually hate to be in shs.
i've grown older..
i really can't forget my memories in jhs .
and now?
what can i do in the new school?
i dont recognize anyone.
i hate to be in my new class.
there's always many person, like a,e,f,b,d,y,c,m,and the others who really hate me .
and i dont understand, what's my mistake?
talk to them? ...never.
make a noise? never.
smater than ? maybe..this' the problem i think.
if they don't envy to me, so, what's the problem?
they talk about me all the time.
in class, or the other.
do you know how sad i am when i step on the shs?
i dont like it.really.
why do they always destroy my days?
why do they always disturb me with the bad talks or anything?
im really tired. tired of everything.
at school, i have a lot of test, assignments, group works and anything.
i can't hang out everyweek , though.
my life is changed...
and i hate this.
but what can i do?
i just know, God always be in my side, and helps me all the time.
i just know, i just believe Him all the time.
no one can be believed.
they are such an idiot and a liar.
they are really really a good person.
but why do they have a really bad behavior?
they are rich, aren't they?
please.
stop talking .
just shut your mouth.
and please.
i always pray for all of you.
so that all of you can survive and realize that you're such an idiot to do this all.
please....

my june holiday in surabaya

2010-06-29T22:56:00.000-07:00

i love this town ! that's the sentences that i said at the last time i was there. .

okay, now, i'd like to tell my 5 days experience when i was there :]

at the first time, we tidied up our clothes and put them into the suitcases. after that, we went to soekarno-hatta international airport by taxi. then, we checked in and waited for the boarding. i and my family were eating smthing in the restaurant while waiting . and then, the time has done, and we went to the aeroplane immediately. hehe. and we were in the plane. i sat next to my siblings near the plane's window, because i liked to see the view when the plane flied. the plane needed 1 hour and 10 minutes to get in surabaya. and, the plane took off and was in the sky :D

1 hour and 10 minutes .
after that, we landed in juanda international airport in surabaya! it was a nice airport,too. i think an airport was same as usual hehe:p then, we took our suitcases in the baggage and got out from that airport. and, we were picked up by my dad's friend. his name is Andy. and the JCI called him uncle. we felt the surabaya town was more hot than jakarta. but, i dunno, i thought that was same and okay;p . then, we arrived in java paragon hotel. it was a really nice hotel. and then we went to the room and were picked up again by uncle to the restaurant, because we didn't have lunch.

add me!

2010-06-07T04:25:00.000-07:00

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farewell party JHS

2010-05-26T00:27:00.000-07:00

oh! unexpected, i have graduated from junior high school. it means, on july i'll be school in a new high school. time is really fast! hmm i just want to share my story when i had a day trip in pondok PGI, puncak for having farewell party, the last time we can commemorate our triumph in junior high school. i wanna to share our photo before we got there :

and this is my photo with my friends in the bus :

i think that time was the best trip with my friends. first, we wore the yellow cloth which made by the committee. then, we went there by bus. i was in the bus 2 (9b class). intan and laura sat beside me. they are my best friend. after that, we had breakfast in the bus. the food was delivered by hoka-hoka bento restaurant. after 1 hour, we arrived at pondok PGI, puncak. the weather was good there. it was cool in the mprning or night. that was the first time i went there. i never go there before. for the first time, we become acquainted with the older coaches who will nurture and help us there. and then, we had to pass through 7 challenges in the game that has been provided there. i was in the third group. we called our group "ketigax group". i think it wasn't a good name, but it was an unique name. our group consisted of 15 persons. and we had yells for our group, also. it was cool LOL :D . the most memorable game was body rope, when we played in the swimming pool, and when i played the flying fox yuhuuuuu ( i can fly ) :P . ok now, i'm gonna share my group's photos when we played body rope. wait a minute. ok :D

oh sigh! do you know ? my eyes were poignant when i was in the swimming pool. i was wet for all ! my cloth, my pants, and of course my hair ! oh NOOOOOOOO ! do you know what caused it ? because, my friends continuously poured plenty of water to release a ball in a pipe which is leaking and i had to close many holes in that pipe with my hands so that we can won it and got 2000 points in this game. but, it was useless! we were patient in a long time, but finally, we let go that game, because it was really hard for us! :( but, no problem.HAHAHA. that was such a game. and then, i played flying fox and magic bamboo. haha, it was really fun and always be memorized in my mind :)

after that, we went to our each room for taking a bath, taking a rest, and changing our dirty cloth with a cloth which we brought from our each home. then, we had a great dinner in that hotel restaurant. haha, the tastes of foods there were delicious. at that night, we went to the field for having fun and togetherness in fire show. it was really fun and impressive. i really love it and i still remember every second when i was there with my friends and my teachers. i love all of them. they always be my hero in jhs.

then, after that show, we went to our each room to take a nap at that night, so that, we can wake up early to follow the worship in that morning. but, although i was very tired at that time, actually, i can't sleep, though. so, i listened to music in my handphone with handsfree.

-morning- 13/05/2010

i woke up at 4.30 a.m. and after that i took a bath with the warm water. haha. if i use the cold water, i'll get sick at that time. :P. i woke up earlier than my roomates. my friends were still on the dreamland :p :p. because, i had to wait for 1 hour, i was outdoor to see the beautiful view in that morning. wow. unexpected! actually, my friends were in the swimming pool and swam in that morning. the weather was cool, but i think, didn't they think if they will get sick? haha. then, i took some photos there:D

after that, i went to the hall to follow the worship. together we prayed, together we sang, and together we cheered the day by our smiles. hmm. at that time, it was the doorprizes for the students and the teachers. but, i didn't get anything. haha.. maybe i was unlucky at that time :p :p. but, i didn't care. the most important that i wanna have is just to consolidate our friendship and our togetherness in our last time in jhs, that was our impressive farewell party, our never end trip, and our sweet and of course it always be our memorible moments.

-SHOW FROM 9A,9B,and 9C-

9a : the 9a class showed her/his creativity by showing the short dramas. it liked a cinderella, snow white, etc. *i forget it, sorry hehe:p* but it was good and cheered up the audiences.

9b : aish. we were nervous when we were gotta show our creativity in that stage. of course ! my class had some mistakes when the show started. we just sang together with the songs from high school musical - we're all in this together and from vitamin C - graduation (friends forever). :)

9c : hmm, the 9c class sang the songs too. the title of the song is "ingatlah hari ini" from project pop.

after that, we made preparations for taking some photos. the girls made up and so did the boys. haha. we were really busy when preparated it. hair,face,dress,high heels shoes,shirt with jacket, pants, and shoes were preparated by us. hoho. the girls were beautiful and the boys were handsome. yeah, we were. LOL. then, when we were ready, we took some photos, the personal photos and the group photos. it looked nice. (i've seen it) hehe. yeah. i realized, that day, we had to back to jakarta, because our farewell party finished but always in our mind forever. then, we changed our dress with the casual clothes and went to the restaurant near pondok PGI by bus. so, we had dinner at that evening and after that, it was end. we went back to jakarta by that bus.

-ST.PAUL SCHOOL-

yeah! we arrived at our school again! we thanked to our driver, our teachers, our friends, and our commitee for keeping us well in our farewell party. okay.... after that, we went our each home. :)

message :

i just wanna tell all of my family at saint paul school... i thank them for everything. they always help me, cheer me up, make a good jokes, make me laugh everyday in the class, make me success in the national test, give me supports, etc. thank you... friends and teachers. i really love all of you, and i promise, i always remember all of you forever. i'll always miss all of you, and i'll always miss our moments in junior high school. then, i wanna say "good bye, my beloved school, st.paul school" from st.paul school, i started my career, my life, and my friendship. thank you for everything. i appreciate it. i really love it. *sad* but, i know, one day,God will unite us again...i just hope our friendship will never end till the end of time :)

bermuda triangle

2009-10-30T08:13:00.000-07:00

The Bermuda Triangle, also known as the Devil's Triangle, is a region in the western part of the North Atlantic Ocean in which a number of aircraft and surface vessels are alleged to have mysteriously disappeared and cannot be explained as human error, piracy, equipment failure, or natural disasters. Popular culture has attributed some of these disappearances to the paranormal, a suspension of the laws of physics, or activity by extraterrestrial beings.^[1]

A substantial body of documentation reveals, however, that a significant portion of the allegedly mysterious incidents have been inaccurately reported or embellished by later authors, and numerous official agencies have stated that the number and nature of disappearances in the region is similar to any other area of ocean.

The boundaries of the triangle cover the Straits of Florida, the Bahamas and the entire Caribbean island area and the Atlantic east to the Azores; others^[who?] add to it the Gulf of Mexico. The more familiar triangular boundary in most written works has as its points somewhere on the Atlantic coast of Miami, San Juan, Puerto Rico; and the mid-Atlantic island of Bermuda, with most of the accidents concentrated along the southern boundary around the Bahamas and the Florida Straits.

The area is one of the most heavily-sailed shipping lanes in the world, with ships crossing through it daily for ports in the Americas, Europe, and the Caribbean Islands. Cruise ships are also plentiful, and pleasure craft regularly go back and forth between Florida and the islands. It is also a heavily flown route for commercial and private aircraft heading towards Florida, the Caribbean, and South America from points north.

The Best Holiday in China

2009-10-11T06:21:00.000-07:00

ok . it's my photos when i went to holiday ! so fantastic yeah .

my love

2009-10-10T08:47:00.000-07:00

MY LOVE-WESTLIFE

An empty street,An empty house,A whole inside my heart.I'm all alone.The rooms are getting smaller.I wonder how,I wonder why,I wonder where they are.The days we had,The songs we sang together.Oh, yeah.

And oh, my love.I'm holding on forever.
Reaching for a love that seems so far.

So, I say a little prayer.And hope my dreams will take me there.Where the skies are blue.To see you once again, My love.Over seas and coast to coast.Find the place I love the most.Where the fields are green.To see you once again, My love.I try to read,I go to work,I'm laughing with my friends.But I can't stop,To keep myself from thinking.Oh, no.I wonder how,I wonder why,I wonder where they are.The days we had,The songs we sang together.Oh, yeah.And oh, my love.I'm holding on forever.Reaching for a love that seems so far.

So, I say a little prayer.And hope my dreams will take me there.Where the skies are blue.To see you once again, My love.Over seas and coast to coast.Find the place I love the most.Where the fields are green.To see you once again... To hold you in my arms.To promise you my love.To tell you from the heart,You're what I'm thinking of.I'm reaching for the love that seems so far.So, I say a little prayer.And hope my dreams will take me there.Where the skies are blue.To see you once again, My love.Over seas and coast to coast.Find the place I love the most.Where the fields are green.To see you once again,My love.I say a little prayerDreams will take me thereWhere the skies are blue(Oh yeah)To see you once again(Oh, my love)Over seas and coast to coastTo find the place I love the most.Where the fields are green.To see you once again,My love.

to : GOD, my grandfather, my family, ardelia, jocelyn, Sir Paul, my teachers, and all my friends

I love you ...

the mid report

2009-10-09T07:25:00.000-07:00

huuaaa. raport mid gw bner" ga baguss. bner" bad mood gw hari ini. gara" ada 1 nilai yg bener" ngefek bgt drtd. ingg gw ad yang 67 di raport. gilaa. itu nilai darimana coba??! gw merasa , gw ga punya nilai segituu deh. ahh. parahh lah. gw uda coba tanya sihh td ama wali kelas gw, tapi ya gmn ya, kalo emang beneran itu nilai gw, gw bner" apes. masa inggris doang gw bisa dpt angka yang bener" JELEK itu?! huh T.T darimana coba?! bner" penasaran gw. abs kyknya inggris gw lancar" aj deh. trus 1 nilai lagi . uts BI gw. huaaaa. cuman 73. yaaa ampyuunnnnn mamiiii . gela kali. itu nilainya parah bner. cuman lebih dikit dari kkm. UNEXPECTED ! haduuh. gila ya, nilai gw turun abs. gw bingung gw musti gmn supaya nilai raport akhir gw jadi bener" super" bagusss guss gusss. abis kan gw mau test di sanur. sekolah yang jadi incaran orang" pinter. yang kualitasnya high banget. and peraturannya great and WOW. haduu haduu haduu. semoga nilai" gw bisa membaik deh nantinya di ulangan umum. gw bner" uda ga punya harapan lagi selain ul umum. mana waktu itu cepet banget. blom ngapa"en, tau" uda jam 12 malem, huaaaaaaaa . mau nangis gue rasanya. waktu itu singkat banget ya ternyata. mulai detik ini gw pasti akan manfaatin waktu yang gw punya dengan sangat" baik deh. even though cuman ada sedetik doang. tapi semogalah. haha. gw ini orangnya suka berharap yang banyak banget. yang ga mungkin juga gw harap"in. tapi yaudahlah hahaha. siapa tau nantinya bisa terwujud kan....

mid test score in the 9th grade (1)

2009-10-09T07:18:00.000-07:00

agama : 100
bhs indonesia : 73
kwn : 80
fisika : 95
mat : 95
bio : blom dipriksa wkwkwk
plkj : 100
pembukuan : 90
ips geografi sejarah sosiologi : 90
komputer teori : 93
inggris : 93 & 86

thank you God ^^ its just because of you .
i hope for the final test , it will be the best score . i believe i can with your helps .

the miracle's FACT.

2009-10-01T06:05:00.000-07:00

omg. gw bener" ga nyangka kalo ternyata nilai ulangan mid gw bisa mencapai nilai" yang bisa dibilang bagus. bukan sombong atau apa ya, tapi yang jelas gw ini senenggggggg banget. gw jadi bisa nunjukkin rasa 'thanks' gw buat mum n dad yang uda bayarin uang skolah gw. dan pastinyaaa, gw berterima kasih banget buat Dia, yang selalu bantu gw dalam hal apapun. entah itu hibur gw, bantuin gw, jagain gw, n dampingin gw. kalo ga ada Tuhan yang bantuin gw blajar, mungkin mat gw uda dapet nilai yang kurang bagus. gw seneng bukan maen. ternyata nilai mat gw nilai tertinggi. sumpah. gw kaget bener. gw masi ga nyadar gw ini sala denger sala liat , lagi mimpi ato gimana. huaaa. bener" kejutan. the miracle's FACT. thank youu GOD.

oh yaa. gw juga berterima kasiiihhh banget ama 1 temen gw yang jago mat, namany Hansen. slama ini, dia uda banyak bantuin gw blajar mat. bantuin gw ngerjain soal" yang rumit. berkat dia gw bisa jadi orang ( dlm arti uda jadi bisa mat ). waktu gw sebelom uts mat, gw uda stress stenga mati. mana uda malem, baru pulang. gila kali. gw sama skali ga latian. cuman liat catetan n peer" doang. karna uda putus asa, gw telpon si hansen itu. gw bilang : "sen,gw blom blajar mat. mana uda malem. stres bner. ntar bsk kalo jelek gmn?" . trus dy jawab : " udah lah jess. u jadi orang jgn stress". lagian u juga uda pinter kog. u pasti bisa ngerjain soal. mat itu tuh sebenernya simple ya. asal u ngerti dasar n konsepnya. gw yakin u itu uda bisa. tapi u itu sama skali ga PeDe". nah, stelah dy ngomong gitu, ga tau knapa, gw mrasa ada semangat dari diri gw gitu. gw cuman liat buku. n gatau kenapa, gw merasa n gw berkata terus sampe gw mau tidur kalo gw itu besoknya PASTI BISA. haah. besoknya...gw ngerjain soal dengan teliti, pelan", kan biar lambat asal selamat ya haha. tapi karna gw uda bener" dikejar waktu n ngumpul ulangan musti ON TIME, gw stres. gw buru". no 21 kebawah gw ga kerjain dulu. gw ngebut ke essay. busyed. ngitungnya tuh susahnyaaa amit". akar sini sono. komanyaaa baahh. i was panic ! omg omg. help me pleaseeee . akhirnya gw keburu juga. trus gw ngebut ke pg n akhirnya tersisa waktu sekitar 10 detik buat priksa ulang. gw mriksa sih pake feeling aja hehehe. n yaudah. stelah dikumpul, ivander, temen gw yang jadi guru les itu dateng ke gw. dy bilang jawaban dy ama gw uda sama. gw lega banget dong. haha. secara dy guru les gituu. jagoo .

n akhirnya. jengjengjengjeng. pas dibagi. gw bener" fly*. gw ga nyangka gw dapet nilai yang lebih tinggi dari hansen. haduhh. makasii hansenn. untung ada lu yang ceramah sebelom hari H. untungggg. thank youuu so much yaaaa. tanpa lu gw ga akan bisa apa" kyk sekarang ini. gw yakin lu pasti bakal dapet yang terbaik dari semua. n gw tau lu itu the best person of mathematic. secara gitu. uda slesai belajar materi kuliahan. cia you deh. dannn mulai sekaranggg , gw percaya kalo THE MIRACLE'S FACT AND OPENED FOR EVERYONE.

hal yang ga berguna

2009-09-30T07:36:00.000-07:00

gila ya. gw bngung knapa gw mrasa diri gw ini punya dendam ama seseorang cuman karena hal sepele n ga penting. padahal gw ga PERNAH mau ngerasa ngelakuin hal yg kayak gini. tapi knapa ya. iri itu pasti dirasain orang waktu orang laen dpt sesuatu yg lebih baik dr kita. gw uda coba, coba ga mau bersikap yg ga pantes ama seseorang itu , tapi slalu ga perna bisa setiap dia lebih drpd gw. gatau knp, gw mrasa gw ini bener" payah. seharusnya gw ga boleh gini. gw tau dia itu sempurna. dan gw sangat" mengakui kalo dia itu LEBIH daripada gw. dia punya segudang talenta yang ga bisa didominasi oleh gw. kadang, sebenernya, kalo gw perhatiin, dia itu juga licik. sejuta alasan bisa dia kluarin tanpa ngecewain org n bikin marah org. dan 1 dia itu orangnya emang mau segalanya yang ada di dia itu PERFEK. sama kayak gw. sebenerny kita ga jauh beda sih. kemauan kita sama. cuman , yang jelas gw tau dia itu lebih baik. bahkan perfek. ga seperti gw. gw ga pernah dapetin sesuatu yg uda gw impi"in. kalo dapet pun, itupun cuman keseret dengan sesuatu yang bisa dinilai SANGAT TIPIS. slama ini ya gw sakit ati aja dapetin sesuatu itu yang SELALU BEDA TIPIS ama orang. gw tau mana kemampuan gw. tapi dia lebih. dia tau semua kelemahan gw. dan dia slalu memanfaatkan itu. gw tau beberapa titik" kelemahan dia. tapi gw lebih baik ngelakuin apa yang gw mampu. gw gamau nyari" kelemahan orang. karna gw tau itu emang ga bagus. gw gamau, nantinya gw akan bersikap gitu lagi sama org lain. ya semoga aja gw bisa ilangin semua ini. hal yang ga berguna ini. tapi 1 hal , dia itu sebenernya di mata gw baik , tapi dia bisa berubah 360 derajat jadi org yang bener" jahat, tapi, ga pernah ketahuan ama orang lain kalau dia itu lagi mengorek" dan mencari titik kelemahan orang. dia pernah ngerusak persahabatan ade gw. dan gw bener" marah. terus terang, gw benci ade gw dibuat sakit ama orang lain. lebih baik gw aja. gw ga suka. dia itu tuh suka ngedeketin orang, kalo dy butuh sesuatu. kalo dia ga butuh, orang itu DIBUANG, kayak sampah, meskipun itu ga keliatan jelas, tapi intinya jelas sekali begitu. dan itu udah terbukti. kadang dia juga iri dan pelit banget. dia maunya tuh yang enak di dia aja. dia ga pernah ngerti kalo orang itu susah. dan dia selalu memamerkan suatu talenta yang dia miliki ke orang lain yang derajatnya lebih tinggi. sumpah. gw merasa terhina banget ya. dia sering nuduh gw di mata orang lain. dan gw TEPOK TANGAN buat dia, karena dia berhasil n sukses sekali, buat gw jadi dibenci orang" yang sebetulnya gw sayang. gw sih gapapa. tapi yang jelas, kalo dia digituin baru ngerasain gmn sakitnya jadi gw itu. dia ga pernah tau. mungkin suatu saat nanti, dia bakalan tau, siapa yang bener n siapa yang salah, mana yang baik n mana yang buruk. dann kalo suatu hari itu dia sadar, gw cuman berharap, dia ga ngelakuin hal itu buat orang lain lagi. cukup gw yang sakit. sekarang ini, gw bisa kuat, karena ada Tuhan yang slalu dampingin gw. Dia yang ingetin gw supaya ga buat hal" yang bikin orang sakit. Dia yang ngajarin gw, kalo gw itu harus sayang ama semua orang, meskipun sebenernya gw benci. dan gw berterima kasih banget, karena Dia, gw tahu mana jalan yang harus gw ambil.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LOVE , ARDELIA !

2009-09-28T02:19:00.000-07:00

happy birthday to youu ^^
thanks yaaa buatt semuuaaaaaanyaaa yg lu lakuin slama ini buat gw ...
gw sayangggg sama luu del .
lu bf gw yang bae ... bener" ga ada yang bisa gantiin lu .......
dulu, enak bgt yaa, kita masi 1 skul.
skrg gw jd susah ketemu lu .
les 1 tempat tp jadwal beda. skul beda.
BETAPA SEDIHNYAA.....
tapi asal tau aja..
gw slalu inget sama lu.
lu uda bae bgt sama gw.
lu yang paling ngerti gw setelah kluarga gw.
yang jls gw bangga bgt bisa dpt friend kayak lu ini.
n sorry banget ya. kalo slama ini gw yang ud ngecewain lu banyakk hal.
tapi gw yakin lu itu ga perna inget sama hal" yang sala dr gw . hahahaha.
coba ya..
kita 1 skul, 1 kls, 1 rumah, 1 tempat les.
aduh. betapa senangnya..
kapan ya?? impossible banget.. =='
tp gmn,
waktu yang ud misain kita..
n kita skrg musti jalanin hidup masing"
ga boleh nyerah dlm mencapai sesuatu, alias cita" kita.
gw tau lu mau jadi dokter ato ilmuwan.
gw yakin lu pasti bisa.
karna gw tau, lu itu pinter.
dan bahkan menyedihkan ya.
waktu lu bilang , lu ngambil bea ke singapore itu,
gw bner" speechless. kaget lah yang jelas.
bner" impossible kalo lu ga keterima.
uda ada bukti, nci lu itu.
yaa kalo emang nantinya bakal gitu...
gw bisa ngomong apa..
n nanti gw juga akan pergi kali..
ngelanjutin studi di negara lain..
smoga aja suatu saat bisa ketemu lagi.
sharing bareng kyk dulu.
ngobrol , ketawa bareng , gila bareng .
gila del .
lu tuh uda jadi bagian dari diri gw.
gmn caranya gw bisa ngelepas lu?
waktu smp aja gw kesel stenga mati , gara" ga bisa 1 skul sama lu.
huaaaaaa. rasanya mau nangisssss .

ehh tapi gpp deh.
gw yakin , rencana yang uda dikasi Tuhan ini, jalan yang terbaik buat kita .
gw yakin , lu bisa wujudkan cita" lu.
dan gw bisa wujutin cita" gw di bidang bisnis.
n tenang aja.. gw slalu inget lu. karna lu BERJASA besar buat gw.
mungkin tanpa kenal lu dulu, gw ga kayak sekarang.
lu uda kasi advice yang sangat berguna buat gw.
lu uda buat gw yang sekarang ini..
thankss..
im proud with youu.
love n miss you .
GOOD BYE MY BEST FRIEND :')

tomorrow !! tomorrow !!

2009-09-21T04:25:00.000-07:00

to : ardelia yardhika , my babe :)

since i've met youu

i felt happy

do you remember ?

i know

everything has lost

but

you always in my memory

in my heart, of course

i think you are the special person

you are my bestest friend

no one gonna change you

just one

it's you

i'm proud to be your best friend

because

you are :

1. kind

2.fun

3. smart

4. my spirit

5. my life

you teach me

the new something

give supports

give spirits

and

happiness

now

i just want you to know

that..

i thank to be your bf

im still remember

tomorrow

is your special day

so..

let you see

tomorrow

: )

Happy Birthday , Daddy !

2009-09-21T04:07:00.000-07:00

you have been there

and i know , you always be there

you showed me everything

you teach me the life's lessons

you made me

who i am today

by being a special person

you give me

eveything which i need

you tell me

how to be a good person

you ask me

to do new something

you change me

for being the best person

you know

everything which i love

you know

everything in my heart

but...

do you know ?

you're the 1st man who hold my heart

you're master for everything

thank you for being my daddy

today......

is your special day

i just wanna say :

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DADDY !

i LOVE you, Dad .

yesterday

Now

and

Forever

PS*

i'm sorry because i can't give you a special thing.

i hope you always be happy,dad.

i'm so sorryyyy for everything .

cause i know ,

i am not a good child .

and i am not perfect like the other childs.

but..

i will run for youuu

do you know what i mean ?

i hope you will understand ( :

~20th SEPTEMBER 2009~

always miss youu

2009-09-11T06:21:00.000-07:00

best friend.

stiap gw mendengar kata itu, rasanya hati gw mau ancur.

temen bae gw smua uda pindah skolah.

gw uda ga pernah ketemu mereka brdua lagi sekarang ini.

sumpah, gw slalu kangennn sama mreka.

ga ada yang bisa gantiin mereka jadi temen bae gw.

mreka sangat baikkkk, lucu, rese (ini yang slalu buat gw kangen sama mreka), n sangat care sama org.

slama gw skolah di smp paulus ini, untuk sementara,

ga ada yang bisa gantiin mreka brdua.

smua yg ada di skul gw sekarang hanya sebatas temen.

ga ada yang bisa gantiin mreka...

gw inget dulu waktu masi sd.

pas istirahat pasti slalu ngobrol bareng, crita bareng, maen bareng, bikin peer bareng, blajar bareng, dll.

trus gw inget gw sering ke rumah mreka.

ortu mreka sangat baikk juga.

pokoknya gw sayang banget sama mreka.

gw tau, waktu ini berjalan terus dan terus.

gw benci waktu yang misahin kita.

kita jadi ga pernah ketemu, ngobrol cuman dikit, n ga bisa kayak dulu lagi.

gw cuman pengen kita seakrab dulu lagi.

yang slalu ngapain" pasti bareng.

gw pengen waktu" kita abis bersama.

gw pengen smua berbalik jadi duluu lagi.

melihat kalian yang sgt baikk.

smoga suatu saat nanti, kita bisa kayak gitu lagi,

good bye ardel, good bye jocelyn.

you are my best friends and always in my heart till the end (:

Happy day !

2009-08-30T04:37:00.000-07:00

hi !
uda lama yaa gw ga berkoar" disini. hhehehe xp
maklu lahh, schedule at school is too much!
test, homework, group work, etc.
i'm soooo pretty busy, but today is really fun!
today is my electone exam.
i think i'm good for performing there. haha xp.
but, i dunno how's my score =(
it's probably ok and bad either.
buuttt, i don't like it neither!
i just wanna to get the A score. hahah . maybe, it will be come true, let me see !! wkkwk.

hari hari slanjuddnyaahh di kls 9b

2009-07-22T05:02:00.000-07:00

uda lmyn lama juga gw ga cerita lagii nih disini heheh . :P
coz udaa bnyakkkk tugas sihhh . + schedule gw tambah banyak aj di skull.
hiks hiks hikssss .
banyak peer yang pasti. tugas ngerekam dialog di tv n disuru copy ke cd sgala.
trus fisika peerny asik bgd. tapi kadang gw males. cape. ngantukk.
trussssssssss. ya gitulah tugas" gw. hahahhhs.

hmmm.
di kls c ok ok aja sampe skrg .
cumannn yg sangat bermasalahhh gw ituu sUPER ngantukkkks.
kadang" ga konsen nyimak pelajaran. padahal penting buad nnti klo UAS/UAN.
yaahhh nantii liadd ajj dehhhhh gw ga tau my fate is better or not hiks T.T
besogg gw banyakkk peer. huh. emng cape dha. xmua pel ad peerny!! parahh.
yang gw benci OR disuru ngerjain peer teori segala!!!! ARKGHHHH! damn!
yaudahh dehh gw stres deh kalo skul.
n yang pasti gw hate bangett sama tugas kelompok! HATE IT SO MUCH!!!!!!!!
tapi knp musti terus-menerus gw tergabung di bnyk tugas kelompok?!! damn!

the 3rd day in 9b

2009-07-15T00:22:00.000-07:00

ahahaha.
gw bisa ngakak sndiri liad judulny sama mulu.
ya tapi gpp lah. skali" kan bole nulis jdul sama dong?! wohoho.
hari ini ud hari ke-3 gw di kls 9.
ga kerasa bgt deh. hoaha. hari itu memang cepet. ckckck .
wegs. yang ngajar kwn skrg pa sim. ganti muluu nihh hoho.
dia tuh telatttt. lamaaaa bgt dtg ke kls nya. pkognya mantep deh. hoho.
gw bisa tidur soalny ckck.
hmmm. uda gitu pas pada OR gw ga ikud.
why?
soalny gw + anggota osis disuru naek ke hall.
mau pidato gitu dehh hahah . akhirnya kepake juga gw wkwkwkwk.
ancuuuurrr buuu. sori sori. parah deh gw. wkakak.
ngomong ny ga bagus bgt. mana diketawain lagi =='
dasar tuh ank" baru kejam. wkwkwk. candaa peace!
yang seru pas acara suru ank baru buad surat cinta. ciee. cihuiii. ehm.
ada ank kocak bgt tampangny.
buat surat jg aneh" ckck.
yang paling banyak ya ke ktua osis lah ya. wegs. ktua osis diserbu, manthap!
hmmm trus" ada yg buat surat lebay bgt.
'aku cinta kamu' nya tuh ditulis sekitar 5x. geli ah gw.
ga jelas ah surat yang buat gw. super anehhh.
gw dapet surat yang banyak bgt kesalahannya! T.T
yang pertama, di kata pertama aje uda sala.
nama gw!!! salah dia nulisnya. ckckck! dasar.
trus seharusny disuru buat 1 paragraph , inii.. cuman berapa kalimad duank.
gw maapin deh kali ini. maklum laa masi baru hoho.
ya gitulah berkesanny. lucu aj deh pokogny. hoho.
sayangnya ga ad plonco"an lagi c.
kalo ga gw malakin mereka tuh suru beli makanan buat anggota osis. huahahaha.
tapiiiiii dasar tuh guru ga ngasi kita kek gitu! ud ngerencanain bikin pos"an juga!
cacad laa.

tapi gw jg sebel bel bel.
bsog gw banyak peer . hiks.
susah lagiii.
oh God, help me please, i want YOUR hand will do the hw well with my body.
and i hope my brain will memorize all of it for the last examination.

the 2nd day in 9b + unlucky day

2009-07-14T05:59:00.000-07:00

hoalah.
gw makin stress aj.
detik" 'belajar' kaenya uda mulai hiks hiks.
i miss holiday so much!!! and i love it!!!!! hiks :'(
hari ini pokoknya cape deh.
udah pulangny stenga 2 lagi! wegs dasarrr pake acara nambain jam pelajaran lgi!
huh dasar.
BI gw uda ad tugas kelompok lagi.
masi 2 minggu sihh. cuman ya rese bner. maless pakk.
suru ngerekam lagi. =='
pas mat amin kagak blajar.
tapii. tapii. rese bner c guru gw nanya" target nilai UAN MAT segala!
mana dia bilang minimal ank paulus nilainya 9,00 lagi! hiks hiks hiks. kae mampu aje.
yang lebih bodohny lagi gw blg target gw 10,00. sial.
semoga aj bisa mujarab. kalo perlu ada mukjizat buat nilai ujian gw nanti.
abis kan gw maluu bgt yang jelas kalo ga dapet segitu pdhl gw ud bilang segitu X(

oh yeh. ni gw lagi sebel bgt.
setelah pulang skul gw maen.
trus jm 6 gw les electone.
gw uda bilang ama guru gw mo ikut kelas eppc,
sialnya dia kaeny ga mau dampingin gw.
kae gw ga bayar les aj ma dia.
uang les aj naikkk trus.
makin mahal aj. uda hampir kayak skul di paulus. 400an lebih. ini aj mo naek lagi.
buku aj bisa 200an lebih hargany. gila kan.
emang skul musik itu mahal yeh.
tadi aj gw bayar 800an.
gile, gw ga enak minta duit mulu ama nyokap n bokap.
coba gw ud bisa nyari duit sndiri....
tapi sayangny gw blom bisa.
tapi yang jelas nantinya gw musti balikin semua duit yang uda dikluarin bokap n nyokap gw untuk skul n les gw.
gw musti bisa ngembaliin itu semua. bahkan kalo bisa gw kasih buat mereka hasil yang uda gw dpt.
n gw tabung.
ya semoga itu bisa terwujud.
gw ga akan pernah berhenti berharap.
karena apapun itu yang kita mau dan bener" ingin, pasti disana akan ada jalannya.
mungkin kali ini bukan waktu yang tepat aja kali buat gw ke sana.
tapi pasti suatu hari nanti gw bisa buktiin kalo gw mampu bahkan gw bisa lebih.

the 1st day in 9B.

2009-07-13T00:19:00.000-07:00

gila.
hari ini cape bgt.
baru skul aja uda belajar ini itu.
bahas ini itu. banyak bgt dah.
pusiiinggg bgt.
mana pulang stenga 2 lagii tiap hari. stress. *biasa sel-jmt jm stenga 1 nambah 1 jm =="
trus uda dikasi tugas lagi! rese. contohny pel komputer.
percuma bgt gw ngerjain itu cpt" gara" mo ol di skul.
ehhh malah ga bisa kebuka smua. *dasar y skul
uda gitu percuma bgt gw latian osis hari jumat n sabtu lalu.
kagak dipake buat UP, ga dipake juga buat MOS.
i'm so unfortunate!!! T.T

although i'm so unfortunate today, but, i'm so lucky.
thanx GOD.
coz, yang pertama : gw hari ini ga bawa buku BI. tapi.. tapi.. fiuhh akhirnya gw bisa juga nyolong waktu buat masug ke kls 9a *minjem buku, tp kelasny kosong yaudah gw langsung ngambil aj deh :P
yang kedua : gw ga jadi sekretaris kelas lagii. yay!!! gile. uda 2 taon gw jd sekretaris. cape abiss. amin dehh.

wali kls gw ini seru deh.
gw yakin banyak memori yang mengesankan yang bisa gw ambil.
semoga aja makin kedepan gw bisa makin baik deh. *halah td aj ud hampir dapet masalah sama guru.ckck.
ya tapii skul itu memang sungguh cape.
masug jm stenga 7 pulang jm stenga 2. blm kalo ad pel tambahan bisa" gw pulang jm 4.
trus nyampe rumah musti ngerjain tugas" n PR.
belom lagi kalo ada UL + praktek bio/fis.
belom lagi kalo gw les, ga tau deh gw ada waktu blajar ga. hiks.

ya pokoknya gw cuman bisa s a b a r
*walaupun ini ngomong doang, semoga kapan" gw bisa buktiin deh hahahah.
unfold the memories when reached in the new class. 9b. wish me luck. amien ^^

8b's memories..

2009-07-11T00:02:00.000-07:00

8b.
kelas gw yanggg berkesann banget.
di 8b itu ankny smua asikk bgt.
bahkan gw inget semua kejadian" lucu + aneh + ga jelas yang kita buat. hahah.
trus di 8b ini punya keunikan sendiri yang ga bisa diikutin ama kls lainn.
kita punya oBx. alias organisasi belajar orang sukses.
*sbnrny singkatan asliny bukan ini sih,but i cannot say here wkwk.

wali kelas kita itu baikk bgt.
dy pengertian sama kita".
di kls ini tuh bandel" n suka brcanda.
tapi seruuu deh. bahkan gw bisa nangis kalo pindah skul kalii.
soalnya semuany baik bgt.
kita sering hura" di kls. *dasar emang 8b's members ini tuh ga tau diri, pdhl depan kls itu kantor guru n kantor kepsek. ckckck.

contohnya :
setelah olahraga, kita ga pernah tuker baju seragam dulu kalo blm makan. pasti kita makan dulu trus jajan ini itu, + ada yang nraktirin juga. pernah sampe tong sampah kelas gw dibanjiri sama bungkusan cheetos. *CACAD emang sihh. hahahahaha.

trus di 8b ini juga ada ahli gitar yang jago.
mangkany setiap or pasti kita nyanyi" pake gitar. sampe triak-triak bahkan. *biasaa lebay. ciri khas gitu loh.
kadang juga pernah kita triak" sampe kedengeran ke kantor guru + nembus lagi ke kantor kepsek. kepsek gw langsung masug kls gw, biasa lah yang namany kepsek banyak ceramahnya pasti. ya kita dengerin aj, trus pas dia kluar, langsung "LANJUD". ahahaha.

yang pasti saat" trakhir tuh sdih bgt deh :(
abisny kita pisah c ama wali kls kita yang baek ini.
coz di kls 9 tuh dy ga ngajar ips *emang ga ngajar ips lagi, tapi dy ngajar pembukuan alah. pisah apaan.
ya pokokny begitulah hari" di kls 8b.
emang sangat asik deh buat gw.
yang pasti gw berharap banget keluarga besar 8b ini ga akan putus yaa :)
good bye 8B :'-)

the surprising day

2009-07-10T22:10:00.000-07:00

hari ini jadwal gw ada di skul.
sedih bgt ya saturday yang masi pada libur gw musti ke skul.

emang sihh ga belajar. tapi kan cape bgt.
ngambil buku pelajaran baru + liat kelas.
+ latian UP tapi pada ga masug smua termasuk gurunya cuman bengang-bengong di kantor n ga ngeliatin kita pada. *gajelas ah.

buku-buku gw super berat.
tebel". *hadoh gw aja uda gempor blajar buku ips yg super tebel di kls 8.
skrg nambah lagi bnykkk buku yg tebel hiks nasib dah.
ini surprise bgt. yang gw seneng buku fisika akhirnya menipis hahaha. amin deh.

tapi tetep aj kalo ngomong sosial mah pasti yang jelas TEBEL.
mana yang ngajar si bpk stev sukimin alias kepsek gw yang baru skrg.
cape deh. tapi diajar dia tuh bener" SUSAH. ga jls. susahhhh dehh.
gw udah pernah pengalaman di kls 7. susahhhhhh. banyakan gw dpt 80an.
kalo di kls 2 ini tuh asik bgt sama wali kls gw yang super baik.
dy ngajarnya enak bgt. *padahal gw ngantuk sihh..
tapi yang jelas nilai sosial gw meningkat 80%
nilai gw jauhhh lebih bagus drpd kls 7 dulu.

*ah udahlah ga penting banget ngmgin sosial.

yang lebih surprise lagiii.
gw senengg bgt wali kelas gw namany pak sim skrg!!
dy itu mantan kepsek gw *gara" skrg c pak stev udah gantiin skrg.
dy itu sbnrny baek + lucu lah kalo dibilang.
tapii kadang gw serem jg ama dy.
coz gw pernah masug buku pelanggaran dy 2x. hiks.
itupun gara" pelanggaran yang sama. *duduk di meja pas extra, sial gw ketauan dy.

ya semoga di kls yang baru
gw bisa jadi anak yang baru juga
alias lebih baik dri yang dulu
n ga banyak complain sama gru.
*maklum lah gw ini suka complain. haha.

semoga family di kls gw yang baru ini bisa lebih enak diajak ngmg deh drpd yg dulu.
good bye 8B and oBx [the success learning organization]
WELCOME TO 9B ^^

PS* : kykny ga nyambung ya kalo gw taro judul the surprising day. tapi ya dinyambung-nyambungin aj dehhh ok ok ok? hahah :)

ringkasan cerita "prestasi seorang anak asuh"

2009-07-10T00:49:00.000-07:00

PS* : nih ringkasan yang gw buat susah payah buat tugas bahasa.ceritanya bagus banget n menyentuh. hoki banget gw dapet crita yang bgs kek gini coz nilai gw jadi bagus juga. ahahaha XP . bacaa yaa :)

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Berbondong-bondong ratusan ribu orang datang ke Jakarta karena urbanisasi tak terbendung dan mereka kira hidup di Jakarta itu enak,tetapi tidak kenyataannya.Salah seorang pendatang yang menjadi pemulung adalah Tenur.Tenur adalah seorang pemulung yang baik hati dan beriman.Bagi pemerintah pemulung adalah orang yang aktif dan kreatif menciptakan pekerjaan dan mengurangi sampah di Jakarta.
Pada suatu hari sepulang dari mengorek-ngorek sampah,Tenur tidak lagi menemukan gubuk reyotnya karena sudah diobrak-abrik dan dibakar oleh petugas penertiban ibu kota.Di antara para gelandangan yang luput dari razia adalah seorang anak laki-laki berumur lima tahun yang bernama Teted.Sejak berumur empat tahun Teted sudah yatim piatu karena orang tuanya tenggelam di Kali Malang.Kini Teted diasuh oleh teman orang tuanya,tetapi sekarang sudah tidak ada pula karena kena razia.Dan kini si Tenur,pemulung yang baik hati,ganti merawat Teted.
Pada suatu hari,Tenur menolong mendorong mobil mogok milik orang kaya bernama Sumijan.Pak Sumijan adalah orang yang baik hati,saleh,dan beriman.Ia belum punya anak,lalu Pak Sumijan mengangkat Tenur sebagai karyawannya dan Teted sebagai anak asuhnya.Setahun setelah mengangkat anak asuh,atas kehendak Tuhan Yang Maha Esa,istri Pak Sumijan melahirkan anak laki-laki yang diberi nama Nurasuhan Putra.
Pada suatu hari,Nurasuhan mendapat kecelakaan parah yang membuatnya hampir meninggal,lalu Teted segera menyumbangkan darahnya untuk Nurasuhan,dan akhirnya pun Nurasuhan sembuh kembali.Teted dididik Pak Sumijan untuk mengelola perusahaan toko buku/penerbit.Teted melanjutkan usaha Pak Sumijan hingga mencapai sukses.
Tenur,karyawan Pak Sumijan,ingin pulang ke desa dan karena usul Teted,akhirnya Pak Sumijan menyetujuinya serta memberikannya uang bekal untuk modal usaha di desa.Teted,anak asuh yang diangkat dari kaum gelandangan adalah anak berprestasi.Ia menjadi pendonor darah sebagai wu-jud kesetiakawanan sosial,melanjutkan usaha bapak asuhnya hingga mencapai sukses,dan ia membalas budi pada Tenur,sehingga mengurangi urbanisasi.

drama "balada kantin kita"

2009-07-10T00:34:00.000-07:00

Jesslyn : Fen, ada apaan sih ramai-ramai ?
Fenna : Itu loh Jes,pengumuman soal kantin.
Jesslyn : Hah?kantin? Bram,tolong bacain pengumumannya dong! Di belakang gak kelihatan nih. Bacain yang kencang ya!
Abraham: Oke..oke..Pengumuman untuk menjaga kesehatan dan ketertiban murid-murid,mulai bulan ini,setiap anak yang mau jajan,hanya diperbolehkan jajan di kantin sekolah dan..
Jesslyn : Lho,kok berhenti sih bacanya ?
Abraham: Cape nih,suruh Roni aja deh! Dia kan juga lagi di depan! Ron,lanjutkan! (kyk motto SBY aje ckck)
Roni : Dan dilarang keras jajan di luar kantin. Paling sedikit tiap anak harus membeli ku- pon jajan seharga Rp. 2.000,00 yang dijual oleh petugas kantin. Demikian himbauan kami. Terima kasih. Ttd Kepala Sekolah.
Sherly : Aduh..yang ttd kepsek mah gak usah dibaca! Udah tahu yang buat peraturan gak jelas itu kepsek. Mana peraturannya terlalu kejam lagi..
Debbie : Iya nih. Gila banget peraturannya. Kayaknya gue gak sanggup deh ngejalaninnya.
Abraham: Memang gila! Gue bisa mati kelaparan! Biasa kan gue jajan di luar sekolah. Bisa ngabisin hampir lakban (bukan plesteran lohh!) sehari. Satu macam makanan aja gak cukup 3 porsi!Makanannya tuh kayak sate,gado-gado,ketoprak,nasi campur,bakso,otak-otak,batagor,burger,gorengan,terus..
Fenna : Heh! Stop-stop!Maaf ya,kita gak nanya,Bang! Gue juga udah tau,lu makannya su per per per per banyak! Dari badan lu tuh udah keliatan jelas! Mau makan apa kek ya terserah lu!
Sherly : EGP kali,Bram! Mangkanya kalo kelebihan berat badan tuh nraktir-nraktir! Kayak gue dong sering nraktir,jadinya l-a-n-g-s-i-n-g..
Debbie : Tau..udah kelebihan berat badan,masih aja mau makan melulu!
Roni : Buset deh! Pusing nih gue dengerin lu orang berdebat terus! Apa tuh nama inggrisnya?
Jesslyn : Critical diabetes! Eh salah,maksudnya Critical debates. Udahan deh debatnya,taon depan aje kalo lu pada mo lanjud.
Abraham : Ya udah deh. YUK KITA POLES! Eh salah,YUK KITA PROTES!
Fenna : Betul tuh,setuju..setuju! Kita harus protes! Jajan kan soal hak asasi,mau jajan dimana kan suka-suka kita dong.
Debbie : Iya! Mending kalo di kantin jajanannya enak ?
Sherly : Ho..oh..!!Kenapa sih kepsek bikin aturan yang mengada-ngada?
Fenna : Jes,kok daritadi diam saja? Kenapa kalau jajan mesti diatur-atur kayak gini sih?
Jesslyn : Lah! Terus,apa hubungannya sama gue,Fen? Gue kan daritadi udah nolak mentah-mentah tuh pengumuman.
Debbie : Waduh..udahan dong,kan kita udah mau protes. Ini kan juga hak kita..
Abraham: Gue juga gak setuju banget! Bayangin aja kalau nanti jajanan kantin gak enak semua? Nanti kan gue bisa kurang gizi.
Roni : Halah! Kurang gizi..kurang gizi!Yang kurang gizi bukannya gue?Lu mah kelebihan gi- zi! Kalau gitu lu sekarang cepetan deh protes ke kepsek!!
Abraham: Lho? Kok jadi gue sih? Enggak..ah!
Sherly : Kenapa enggak ?Lu kan pintar ngomong! Baca pengumuman saja kencang banget! Cocok berproklamasi!
Abraham: Hah? proklamasi? Diplomasi kali?
Sherly : Ya maksud gue tadi juga itu!
Roni : Iya Bram! Lu kan cita-citanya jadi wartawan! Wartawan kan pinter ngomong!
Fenna : Dari Hongkong! Eh,ada juga,wartawan pintar nulis,bukan pinter ngomong!
Abraham : Ada juga kok yang pintar ngomong. Tapi nanti gue ngomong apa?
Jesslyn : Ya,ngomong saja kalau kita gak setuju dengan aturan itu!Kita gak setuju kalo harus jajan di kantin sekolah!Mentang-mentang kantin milik dia dan yang jualan istrinya,kita dipaksa jajan disitu!
Abraham : Sabar..sabar..kasusnya harus dipelajari dulu nih..nanti gagap nih!
Debbie : Aduh! Gak usah dipelajarin lagi!! Tiap hari kan kita udah belajar di sekolah! Ayo dong! Lu kan doyan makan! Mangkanya protes!
Fenna : Tunggu dulu. Debbie,Jesslyn,sama Roni temenin Abraham saja deh ke kantor. Gue sama Sherly biar nunggu di depan saja!
Roni : Eh,gue punya tebakan! Kenapa hantu cewek umumnya rambutnya panjang dan terkesan kumel, Bram?
Abraham : Ya emang udah dari sononya!
Roni : Salah! Kan di kuburan kagak ada yang jualan sampo!
Sherly : Eh,gue punya tebakan lagi! Kenapa hantu pocong jalannya loncat-loncat,Deb?
Debbie : Ya kalo tiarap pegel..
Sherly : Salah dong! Ya biar gak gemuk lagi..jadinya loncat-loncat sambilan olahraga.
Debbie : Ah bisa saja! Udah sampai nih,kita masuk dulu ya!

(Di ruangan Kepala Sekolah)
Jesslyn : Permisi Pak.
Jonathan: Ya,silahkan masuk. Ada apa kalian kemari ?
Jesslyn : Saya bersama teman saya kemari karena banyak anak-anak yang kurang setuju dengan keputusan yang Bapak buat.
Jonathan: Ya begitulah. Bapak membuat peraturan tersebut agar anak-anak disini makan makanan yang bersih,sehat,dan bergizi agar kalian terhindar dari penyakit- penyakit dan kalian bisa menjadi cerdas.
Abraham : Oh begitu ya Pak,tapi kami semua menginginkan keputusan itu dicabut.
Jonathan: Alasannya apa? Bukankah itu untuk kebaikan kalian?
Debbie : Maaf Pak, murid-murid disini mengatakan bahwa jajan dimanapun itu menyangkut hak asasi kami.
Roni : Mereka juga bilang seharusnya mereka juga boleh bebas memilih makanan sendiri.
Jonathan: Kenapa kalian protes begini ? Tapi,ya sudahlah kalau itu yang kalian mau. Bapak sudah tidak bisa bicara apa-apa lagi. Tolong pengumuman itu dicabut ya,dan letakkan di meja Bapak setelah pulang sekolah.
Debbie : Oh,biar saya, Jesslyn, dan Roni saja,Pak. Kami permisi dulu.
Jonathan: Silahkan.
Abraham : Maaf Pak,saya keluar dulu ya.
Jonathan: Tunggu. Tolong kamu catat siapa-siapa saja yang berteriak-teriak di depan tadi. Bapak tidak suka kalau mereka berteriak-teriak. Selama ini Bapak selalu mengajarkan sopan santun dan kedisiplinan.
Abraham : Oh,baik Pak. Pak,tapi,apakah Bapak memberi mereka sanksi? Kan kasihan,Pak.
Jonathan : Tentu saja. Bapak tidak pernah main-main dalam membuat peraturan di sekolah. Bapak selalu memikirkannya matang-matang demi kebaikan kalian nanti. Maaf, Bapak keluar dulu.Setelah selesai,kamu boleh keluar.
Abraham: Baik Pak.Wahh!!Apa ini? Banyak sekali makanannya! Ada pizza,fetucinni,siomay
Bandung,soto Bandung,batagor,cheese burger. Waw! Mana harganya murah banget
lagi! Tunggu..tunggu..ASTAGA! INI KAN MENU KANTIN KITA! Waduh,nyesel se-
umur hidup nih,udah caci maki kepsek kayak tadi. Nyesel deh!
Fenna : Bram,kok di dalam lama amat sih? Tadi ngapain saja di dalam? Dihukum ya?
Abraham: Gak kok. Tadi disuruh nulisin anak-anak yang teriak-teriak doang.Eh,teman-
teman! Gila,gue nyesel banget! Pengorbanan gue sia-sia buat protes ke kepsek!
Debbie : Emangnya kenapa,Bram? Jangan bilang kalau kita kena sanksi!
Abraham: Gak. Bukan itu. Tadi,gak sengaja,gue ngelihat menu kantin kita yang baru. Maka-
nannya tuh enak dan murah banget! Ngapain coba protes kayak tadi ? Nyesel gue.
Sherly & Debbie : APA ?? Ya ampun!!!
Fenna : Astaga! Ah,kita juga sih yang salah! Kepsek kan pasti kasih yang terbaik buat kita. Gue juga nyesel nih jadinya. Kayaknya kita keterlaluan banget deh tadi,pakai ngomong hak asasi segala.
Roni : Ya sudahlah. Apa yang sudah berlalu ikhlasin saja.Lain kali kita harus lebih menghargai Pak Kepsek kita.
Jesslyn : Iya bener! Lain kali kita tidak boleh begini lagi. Kita harus menghormati dan menghargai orang yang lebih tua daripada kita,terutama guru kita sendiri. Dari kejadian ini,kita ambil hikmahnya aja yaa teman-teman :)

-TAMAT-

practice for MOS.

2009-07-09T21:59:00.000-07:00

gilaa.

hari ini gw bener" cape bgt.

mana kmrn malem gw ga bisa tidur ga tau knp.
*emang uda insomnia kali gw ckck.

tadi di skull gw + OSIS' members latian buat mos senen.

latian UP + ngobrol" n bengang bengong ga jls gitu. hehehe.

panass bgt fiuuhh.

tapi akhirnya gw pulang jugaa.

yang gw sebel itu gara" ga ada yang dateng.

guru pembina osisnya aja kagak dateng. =='

maless bgt jadinyaa.

latian juga jadi ketawa".

ya moga" kita bisa nampilin yang baik deh buat mos lusa.

dan gw berharap gw bisa berpidato dengan sangat baikk dehhh :)
*halaahh. gw aja sebenernya ulangan berbicara aja ga bagus. mana bisa bagus pas lusa T.T

ya tapi pokoknya gw + tmen" ga malu-maluin dah.

kalo gak image anggota osis taun ini bisa ancur. ahaha.

tapi yang jelas gw nunggu waktu pensiunn ahahahahahahhahahahaha.
senangnyaaaaa :D

my holiday's finish now

2009-07-09T07:53:00.000-07:00

haduhhh duhhh.
liburan itu cepettt bangetttt yaaa ternyata.
ga terasa banget.
liburan kali ini gw uda menginjakkan kaki di bandung + maennnn truss tiap hari.
emang sih ngerasa bosenn.
tapi libur itu emang fun banget dehh.
kalo uda denger kata skull setelah liburan, kayaknya gimanaa gitu.
gw berharap libur kali ini setaon kalo perlu HAHA.
abis di skul tuh bener" cape.
ya meskipun enak juga sih sebenernya.
tapi pulang aja tuh jam 5 duluuu. capee stengah matii.
nyampe rumah aja musti buru" mandi trus belajar buku yg tebel".
plus ngerjain tugas" yang sangat" banyak.
ya emang itu sih konsekuensi dari skul.
moga" aja gw lebih sabar deh di kls 9 nanti.
*tapi yang jelas pasti cape lagiiii ==' HUHUHUHU.

yang jelas gw males bgt kalo disuru dateng nyiapin ini itu gara" nama gw terdaftar di OSIS.
beneran deh gw kapok banget jadi osis. cape. jangan deh bagi yang belom.
pertamanya sih enak, makin keblakang dimaki" ia, disalain ia, trus kagak ada yg mo krja lagi.
mana mading dibawah pimpinan gw.
ga ada tuh anak kls 7 yang kerja bantuin. cuman gw + cressentia [tmen gw].
pkokny gw lega bangett pas pensiun nanti.
tapi yang jls persaingan di skul pasti sangat ketat nanti.
yaa mau gimana lagii? gw harus lebih rajin lagi n ga banyak complain dah jadinya. hiks.

yang jelas meaningny dari sini I LOVE HOLIDAY!!!

wow !!

2009-07-09T04:43:00.000-07:00

woww. senangnyaaaa.
hari ini gw dapet 1 hal yang menyenangkan.
gw dapet formulir untuk ikut EPPC.
dan audisinya sih sepertinya gampang. soalnya cuman 1 free selection sih.
moga" itu aja deh. ga ada yang laen.
dan semoga guru electone gw mau deh jadi pendamping gw...
semoga aja setelah lolos gw bisa belajar banyak disana.
semoga gw bisa buat lagu" yang bagus dehh.

halaahh. lolos aja blm.

duh. udah lamaaaaa banget gw ngimpi" bisa ikut festival ini.
sebenernya kepengen buat promosiin lagu yang gw buat sih :P
tapiii siapa tau ajaa kan lagu gw bisa berguna buat banyak orang dan yang terpenting itu..

actually, i just want my talent will be improved ,
so that i can give it for my family and GOD.
cause, i had promised that i'm sure will be the professional like my friends.

ya tapi gw ga tau lah apa jadinya nanti.
semoga aja gw hoki n masuk deh.
Amin
Amin
Amin.... ^^

i am not perfect!

2009-07-06T21:23:00.000-07:00

apakah ada manusia yang bener-bener 100% sempurna ??

i think no human that can be the perfect one.

do you know this life is so beautiful ?

i know that.

but, my night is always full of my tears.

i remember my memories when i was a child.

i remember my memories at school.

i remember my mom and my dad always teach me many things that i cannot do.

they are really kind.

but, sometimes, i hate both of them.

i don't know why.

but, in fact is like that.

i just know i'm disappointed. i'm sad.

every night, i always think about my mom, my dad, and my family.

today, i'm sad, cause my mother say : "you are so lazy! you are always annoyed me! you cannot do anything well! you just can make many problems! you ____________________________" to me.

yeah, i realize , i'm like that.

i cannot do anything.
i cannot do anything well.
i just make the problem comes.

i'm so silly.

i know, that is human being.

i cannot be the perfect human.

but, i just hope, i'll do my best for my family.

cause i don't want make my parents be dissapointed.

but, i know 1 thing that can i do.

study well at school.

i know i have talent.

but, i also know that someone don't agree with my decision if i want to run in the music world.

therefore, i cannot stop to hope that.

but, one message that you must know although it is not important for you :

"be the human isn't easy. many problems will come. no one can be the perfect human. how's your life, your destiny, your fate isn't important. we just need approve it well. cause we know, God made everything is perfect in this world... don't be hopeless, and find what's life......."

i will run to express my love.
i know , I'm not perfect
but, i will be the perfect one day...........

one week for forever

2009-07-05T23:58:00.000-07:00

huaaaaaah.
holiday is very nice and fun, isn't it ?

i thought my holiday was so special in 2008 to 2009 .

i went to 3 countries and i saw many kinds of building or recreation place directly.

- China

- Hong Kong

and

- Macau

i went there with my family,my grandma, and my uncle.

it was the first time i went there :)

there was so long in the aeroplane!!

i hate it . from jakarta to macau spent 6 hours or more than it!

finally...

i arrived at macau international airport .

do you know what time i arrived there ?

3.00 a.m.

i was so sleepy and tired !!

but, i had no choice .

i went to one building that was famous .

~the venetian~
"the venetian was so nice. there was casino, hotel, and mall. i found the interesting thing. the mall wasn't like in jakarta. the restaurant or boutique was decorated like a small building. i felt i was in one country. even i didn't realize that i still there! if you go there one day, I'm sure you will be interested in it.

after that, i and my family were picked up by my grandma's sibling to china.
and for about 2 hours, i arrived there. wow. it was so amazing. china was one country that i'd like to go before.the weather was cool. in china, i was asked by my uncle to eat many kinds of food. in this restaurant , in that restaurant. and then, i went to splendid of china, also. there was many kinds of building's miniature in china. i took some photos there. the view was so beautiful. if you went to china, you can visit splendid of china or window of the world !! :) after that, the day after tomorrow, i went to harbour to leave this beautiful country, c h i n a. and for about 2 hours, i was in the ship.

~hello hong kong~
huah. finally, i arrived there. huh. the weather was so cool. but, i enjoyed it! it was the new year eve in HK. in HK, i was very very happy. my dream was here! in hk, i met my father's cousin and his nephew,also. i didn't guess that my father's nephew was the same age with me! so accidentally! and unexpected! i was so full there! i thought i had eaten all kinds of food there hahaha. here, i lived in hotel at causeway bay. tomorrow was new year. therefore, i saw the fireworks there. night was so beautiful! but i was disappointed,also. coz the fireworks wasn't gotten till 1000! because of monetary crisis . but, at least, i appreciated that reason. haha.generally speaking, many people say that the most beautiful recreation place in HK is disneyland HK. therefore, i went there,also. there was many kinds of Disney character!! i liked it so much! so cute and funny. there was many plays,also. in the tomorrow land, i played the orbitron and the space mountain. the thrilled game was the space mountain. but,it was so fantastic. the jet coaster was inside the building! it was different,wasn't it?at the end, i saw the beautiful fireworks again,there. extraordinary. i hope i can go to HK again. good bye the fantastic country!

~welcome back to macau~
the day after tomorrow, i will be back to jakarta,indonesia. therefore, welcome back to macau again. i came back to macau and lived there for 2 days. i lived in golden dragon hotel. i liked it. the view of macau was beautiful. i was full of many foods there! but, i was so tired after i've some trips before. i slept there. no nightmare. just a beautiful dream in my mind... but, i scared to leave this country. cause i loved it.

my unforgettable memories..
never lose in my mind..
I'll be there one day.
just hope so ^^

to be continue.

2008 to 2009